Damn its been long since i posted on this rusted web page but due to the lack of space in my mind i am gonna trash every crap out here so erm lets start with yesterday. we finished watching a movie named Avatar.(spoiler)its about a guy who is crippled(ooh poor thing) and he takes over his brother for a damn project.And he turns into a blue guy who betrayed the human race and got Gang fight one ^^.and so the movie ended at 12am we missed the last train and bus ( oh goodie) we waited for like around 2hrs for a bloody cab which can hold 7 people ^^ took the name card from the kind hearted uncle who offered us to watch san ji pian on the tv in the taxi. reached home at about 3 plus used com awhile den went to bed.
so now this are the things that are going to trash my brain to pieces if i nvr trash it out first
first a failed relationship,a failed exam,a failed happiness.
not even one month passed u get another guy wow erm good for u wish u last long with that son of a bitch and both of u will walk down the stairway to heaven ... oops i mean HELL. Exams failed wow 20 points fuck the markers -.- had to enroll into MDIS what a big waste of money eh 6k plus lor WTF .so i decided to get a part time job and stop living off my parents too much.See? i'm grown up , i can think and in your minds i am just a fucking boy, a fucking child who cries for breast milk.WTF i'm 16 i can think k?yupps slowly all my friends get attatched wow good for them since no one wants me den goodbye for me than -.- people think i am happy always oh ya i am sooooooo~~~ "HAPPY!" just hope that the following days before i start school would be perfect(which aint gonna happen) this few days i get pissed of for the smallest of reasons sorry to thosed who i shouted at for the smallest of reasons.I am not who i used to be,i am getting more and more petty my sttitude changed a big fuck load.i Need someone to change me back please ... Fuck the people who looked down on me.fuck the people who irritate me.Fuck the people who left me alone to die .Fuck the people who marked my N lvls.(end of rant)
just came back from m'sia a day ago^^ firsstday went to my father's friend's house to stay den 2nd day went to cameron highlands...which suck so much go pick strawberrys also cannot sit there at hotel to grow mould only...3rd day went back to father's friend's house to stay cause cannot book hotel for genting so went to genting on the fourth day ... shopped so much for things that is not ment to me mine^^ in the end bought something for Kai Yang and a birthday gift for Tee Tian and also a new bag for myself to put my laptop^^ next day went back to singapore we 1pm left genting but i 8 plus den reach sg cause its likewth normally one day eat 3 meals there i ate4-5 meals a day on our way back to singapore we stoped a few times to eat nice food ^^ making me late for Tee Tian's birthday lol sorry luh blame M'sia for being too big^^ lol reach Choa Chu Kang liao den chiong to yishun go meet them ^^ somebody (Tee Tian) tio alot cake on ther face^^ hahahas supposed to catch a movie but in the end its not a weekend so no midnight shows T.T went back and online chat till 3.30 lor tought one plus only den suah all go sleep .Today morning suppose meet also den some people think they can wake up but in the end overslept hahahs. wont be posting anytime soon^^
hmms since the chalet u are like this? oooh i'm so sorry since vry long ago i'm like that wow finally know whats jealousy issit? wow goodfor u hmm when u did so many things to me what did i do? i threw away my pride just to be with you den now what to make me care for u more u try to make me more and more angry luh . dun think u are a fucking big princess or whatever shit what i everytime give in to you siboh? no matter how manytimes u lie to me lah eh please lah if i wanty cheat on you i very long ago will cheat liao not like you knn go night safari give people hug ,bomb me on an important day,treated me like shit,two timed me,eh if u nvr do all this shit u think i will be what i am arh u fucking think propally luh fuck if is other people zhao jiu break with you liao loh u think what they vry good they dun stop u from honging other guys arh,duh they just want to fuck you den throw you away liao u think they so good ah if they really care for u they wont be like that and one more thing hor.u got treat me as stead b4 anot?u know that son of a bitch call people whack me u also dun care ah knnbcb fuck lah i dun even know why can so long with you ... 2nd month=ping yang 3rd month=janson 3-8th month=zhong peng+reagen 9-10th month=jun kai+alwyn,they all vry good guys vryvry good guys i know i birthday nvr give you cake, i know i dun have the guts to call small girl whack me,i know i dun beg people for entrence,i know i dun have baby devil tatoo yupps with this things u are the king of guys so attractive right?u like pai kia bin right? all also have yo? i gaved up everytihing for u den u leh? u gaveup me for everything wow good yo uthe best baby ever .happy 10months!
wonder whats been happening to u...u forcing me to break with you is it? u go around flirting with other guys when u have a stead somemore u told them u have none.u cheated on me more than once le i forgive u .people call me stupid i still forgive u hais dunno why u like that i still have to tolerate ur mother and father knn they talk bad about me u still laugh i wonder if u still love me anot or just play play only hais 10 months leh if i know this will happen i will not have be with you from the first place.wasted tought u will give up ur craving for guys ... all hope has been lost..
it's been ages since i posted XP so basically for the holidays the first three days were 1/2 of my N lvls ^^,yupps that means mon,tues and wed ^^ thursday went fishing with sky,danial,wei loon,hong fu,jun hao,irham and baby ^^ heh fish so long also catch nothing -.- irham's bait get stuck to the tree and baby fishig skills like funny ^^ stand at rock there like gong gong ^^ friday went prawning with family,cousins and baby ^^ hahas everything also got baby de part in it de therefore making those days happy ^^ the rest of the days like do nothing o.o ... been quite unlucky lately,last monday was locked out of my house cause nvr bring keys,tuesday also same shit happened wed the worst me and baby went to jurong carring alot disks to sell at secondhand shop but then jurong branch renovating so we went to one near woodlands,reach there den know need 18yrs old and abv den can sell...its like WTF O.o so we wait for my mother so come in the process spilling some chin chow on to my new topman shirt O.O AHHHHHHH suay boh doh XP those few days my baby also pei me i think without her there i jia lat liao o.otoday slept thru most of the periods hmm quite addicted to my games to spend time with my baby and studies nvm finally compleated my game so all my time belongs to studies and yupps ~~~her ^^
why in the end i always lose...
today eat LJS breakfast ^^ long nvr eat le ^^ went to slack with dao hong rong guang and zhong yi haha got new next sia XP next sub-zero ^^buay pai leh quite nice ^^ aft that went to rong guang house to play his sand bag and ps3 XP den went to stagmond ^^ hais felt happy for the day but deep inside...dunno what happen le haiz seems to be a happy day... monday N lvl le...Jelous,Pissed,Fucked up,Loving,Hating,Sad,Down,Lost,Scared... u should know why and one this is that u always know i wont leave you but what about u...100% not mine le...what to do,whack him also no use only make u care for him more...he Dog he useless the only thing i can say but why u still ... hais sometimes cant understand you,not understanding u caused me to skip meals skip sleeping ... i will be making a private blog i will type it out all there cause saying out seems hard for u to hear ... Love You
haha today baby wake up so late like piggy... felt that i had been ignoring you for today ..i am soo sorry baby T.T today morning go pray to me uncle who is long gone haizzz sad memories...aft that i and wei de went to find zhong yi ,dominic and yi yuan,below zhong yi's house haha slacked and smoked,domonic seem to be addicted to zhong yi's phone lols. aft that we went to old court to find wei ting they all lol went to yew tee point to "bomb",slacked till 6 plus lol bored like fuck no yen at all AHHHH boreddd with out baby T.T baby today went to expo hais heared from her that she going aus for a week during dec sian what to do during those days? not 1 day or 2 days is a week and one day sia how to tahan sial hais hope it will blink away fast ^^ hopes nothing happens to her ^^ currently camming witl her ,yesterday baby and i went to east coast ^^ haha long nvr go out and relax like that le cycled for 2 hours and watched skate park stunts on the opening day of the east coast skate park ^^ they were like stunning ^^ hahs watched sunset and moon stars with baby ^^ we went to eat den bused home XP was scared of the underpass cuase 7th month plus reminds me of a ghost show i watched b4 O.o scary bodohhhhh ^^ reached home and talked to baby on phone ^^ she attituted me T.t sad sial hais cause i ask too much stuff and tell her crap everytime and i repeat alot things that i say over and over again ^^ sorry for that ^^
today finally 1/4 of our overall left exams over le ^^ me and Zhong yi pamper our selfs by awarding us with marlbro menthol...lights T.T haha baby today cute sia at web cam kiss frog ^^ whole day was out with Zhong yi went to TeckWhye ,saw Hao Jie and Siew Ling mei ^^ ,long nvr see them liao sia lol we talk cocked and den Hao Zi also come talk cock with us XP Hao Jie eyes blue blue de haha he wear contacts his eyes look like fake de,walked to limbang with Zhong Yi den went home XP today like ony slacked and slacked XP but like relax arhs ^^haha looking forward to 17 oct ^^
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